changes, candy cigarettes, and the fair: the real story!

hi!!!!!!!

yeah so i’ve been like reallllllyyyy happy lately. i’ll get into that later.

changes. okay so tommy and i broke up almost 2 weeks ago. and lately i just feel alot better. i feel completely fine. kelsey and i figured out why too. it’s because during the last few months i felt like him and i were growing apart anyway and when we broke up and we stopped talking, it didn’t feel any different than when he wouldn’t talk to me while we were dating. except that i didn’t have this feeling of being upset because he wasn’t talking to me. i felt glad. so my best advice for any girl going through this is do not talk to the guy after you break up. it’ll help you ALOT.

candy cigarettes. yeah. i found them at the fair when i went with danny last saturday (not yesterday). i got some and they were like all gone in 2 days. so when i went with my fam on thursday i got somemore. excellent things. and then last night when i went to the fair with my SOS gang, i got somemore. i’m addicted and so is my mother. good thing they are way better than actual cigarettes lol

the fair. yep. i’ve been to the state fair 3 times. the first time with danny… SO MUCH FUN. as always. we made it a staff retreat (minus ica cause she couldn’t go) and we had a blast. we played this one game by ourselves, and danny paid for both of us, and i ended up winning so i got this stuffed frog which we named deborah. different rides and we each got $30 of candy. and danny od’d on it the next day. it was great. then i went with my family on thursday. and we just walked around the animals most of the time.  wasn’t too exciting. THEN i went last night with my SOS gang (minus christine but we met up with her later): matt, diane, jenny and ben. yeah that was quite an adventure, as anything with them is. we basically went on alot of rides, played 2 games, one being that lucky duck game so we all won something. we had this weird guy talk to ben and diane on the ferris wheel. and matt jenny and i had fun waching them. THEN after the fair we went to see disaster movie. worst movie you will ever see.  don’t waste your money. but we like talked the entire time and joked around with different parts of the movie. so it turned out to be okay. so after the movie i waited till mom got there with everybody… yeah we took ALOT of random pictures and videos. it was random.

 

TOMORROW I SHALL POST AGAIN.

 

^^ matt being completely normal (for his standards) and me being really creepy. with matt’s plastic sword he won at the fair.

off i go!

well i’m leaving for summerstock in about 15 minutes. but i wanted to post before i left.

I’m really nervous but i’m like praying to God that i make it through tonight. once tonight’s over (even though there’s more auditioning tomorrow) i’ll have the acting part over so i’ll be fine. but GET ME THROUGH TONIGHT!

 

okay my picture is my headshot i had to get for camp:-)

 

bye everybody text me if you want my camp address!

the end of my life. (and the end of my summer.)

so my life (and summer) is going to end tomorrow night around 5. why you ask? because UHL officially starts. the first meeting is tomorrow evening at 5, with auditions. we are doing Cinderella’s Glass Slipper. i’m kinda excited to see the kids and be together. but i’m worried about how the show process is going to go. we’re much more organized than any other year, but as always the amount of kids draws a problem. but oh well, we’ll deal and get through it.

so you’re probably wondering how this is going to be the end of my summer if UHL is only for 3/4 weeks. Well this jumpstarts my entire summer, and i’m not going to get many breaks. UHL ends on the 13th of july, and right after the last show i have to begin packing for Summer Stock. Young People’s Summer Stock (the one i’m going to) is a 2 week away drama intensive camp. I’m going with Christine, and we have to specialize in a type of art (the choices being dance acting and singing). Christine and i are doing the singing, because guess who’s teaching it?! The one and only Terry Eberhardt (see last post of car pictures to understand who i’m talking about if you don’t). so Christine and i are thrilled as ever. I’ll be gone from july 19th till august 1st, which puts us at camp on both our 17th birthdays. we get back on the 1st of august, and guess what comes out august 2?! BREAKING DAWN (my new obsession). the 4th book in Stephenie Meyer’s Twilight series. I’m so excited!!!!!!!!

so after camp, its august. hopefully i’m going to the beach with tommy in august for his grandfather’s birthday (if they’re going this year) and then when i get back from that (if there is a trip) there’s like 2 weeks break. Then i’m going to oc with the dornans, like we used to when we were all little. and that puts us to the beginning of senior year, my friends. isn’t that exciting.

here’s the picture. its me ica danny and tommy having a party with umbrellas in my moms car.